{"id":34,"date":"2025-04-23T15:10:56","date_gmt":"2025-04-23T14:10:56","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/turq.dushrasskazi.ru\/?p=34"},"modified":"2025-04-23T15:10:56","modified_gmt":"2025-04-23T14:10:56","slug":"sut-sagan-kadin-bir-serserinin-felcli-kizini-eski-hamama-goturdugunu-duyunca-oraya-kostu-iceri-girer-girmez-gordugu-manzara-karsisinda-donakaldi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/turq.dushrasskazi.ru\/?p=34","title":{"rendered":"S\u00fct sa\u011fan kad\u0131n, bir serserinin fel\u00e7li k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 eski hamama g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc duyunca oraya ko\u015ftu\u2026 \u0130\u00e7eri girer girmez g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc manzara kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda donakald\u0131."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>K\u00f6y, vadiler aras\u0131nda kaybolmu\u015f, sessizli\u011fe g\u00f6m\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f bir yerdi. G\u00fcn do\u011fumuyla uyan\u0131r, g\u00fcn bat\u0131m\u0131yla uykuya dalard\u0131. Haber b\u00fclteni yoktu ama dedikodu boldu. Herkesin i\u015fi belliydi, ama kimsenin i\u00e7 d\u00fcnyas\u0131 kimseye a\u00e7\u0131k de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zehra, k\u00f6y\u00fcn y\u0131llard\u0131r s\u00fct sa\u011fan kad\u0131n\u0131yd\u0131. Sabahlar\u0131 ineklerle, ak\u015famlar\u0131 ev i\u015fleriyle ge\u00e7erdi g\u00fcnleri. Hayat\u0131, ge\u00e7im ve k\u0131z\u0131 Elif\u2019in hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131 aras\u0131nda s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Elif, be\u015f y\u0131l \u00f6nce ge\u00e7irdi\u011fi trafik kazas\u0131nda belden a\u015fa\u011f\u0131s\u0131 fel\u00e7 kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. O g\u00fcnden sonra baba evi terk etti. Zehra, k\u0131z\u0131na tek ba\u015f\u0131na hem anne hem baba oldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Elif\u2019in d\u00fcnyas\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fckt\u00fc. Evin kap\u0131s\u0131 ile bah\u00e7edeki tahta bank aras\u0131 kadar. Sessizdi. \u00c7ok okurdu. G\u00f6k y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakard\u0131. Bazen a\u011flard\u0131, ama kimseye belli etmezdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sonra bir yabanc\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kageldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kimse onun nereden geldi\u011fini bilmiyordu. \u00dcst\u00fc ba\u015f\u0131 y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ayaklar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131plak say\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Eski, terk edilmi\u015f kul\u00fcbede ya\u015f\u0131yordu. Kimseyle konu\u015fmazd\u0131. Kimi onun eski bir asker oldu\u011funu, kimi deli oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylerdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir g\u00fcn, Elif\u2019le otururken g\u00f6r\u00fcld\u00fc. Elinde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir tahta fig\u00fcr vard\u0131. Ona g\u00f6steriyordu. Elif g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyordu. O g\u00fcn ilk defa bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme yay\u0131ld\u0131 k\u0131z\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ertesi g\u00fcn tekrar geldi. Bazen \u00e7i\u00e7ek getirdi, bazen sadece oturdu. Elif de\u011fi\u015fmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Daha fazla \u00e7izim yap\u0131yor, daha s\u0131k g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyordu. Zehra bunu pencerenin ard\u0131ndan izliyordu. \u0130\u00e7inde bir \u015fey k\u0131p\u0131rd\u0131yordu: korku mu, umut mu, anlayam\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"949\" src=\"https:\/\/turq.dushrasskazi.ru\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/snapedit_1745417429237-1024x949.jpeg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-35\" srcset=\"https:\/\/turq.dushrasskazi.ru\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/snapedit_1745417429237-1024x949.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/turq.dushrasskazi.ru\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/snapedit_1745417429237-300x278.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/turq.dushrasskazi.ru\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/snapedit_1745417429237-768x712.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/turq.dushrasskazi.ru\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/snapedit_1745417429237-1536x1424.jpeg 1536w, https:\/\/turq.dushrasskazi.ru\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/snapedit_1745417429237.jpeg 1694w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Ta ki o sabaha kadar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir kom\u015fu kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131p nefes nefese dedi ki:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 O adam\u2026 Elif\u2019i al\u0131p dere kenar\u0131ndaki eski hamama g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zehra duydu\u011funu tam anlamadan f\u0131rlad\u0131. Ayakkab\u0131 giymeyi bile unuttu. Kalbi g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcnden \u00e7\u0131kacak gibiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hamam\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 tekmeledi ve i\u00e7eri girdi. Girdi\u011fi anda zaman durdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hamam\u0131n i\u00e7inde lo\u015f bir \u0131\u015f\u0131k vard\u0131. Birka\u00e7 mum yan\u0131yordu. Buhar hafif\u00e7e y\u00fckseliyordu. Elif, temiz bir \u00e7ar\u015faf\u0131n i\u00e7inde, bir ta\u015f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde yat\u0131yordu. Y\u00fcz\u00fc sakindi. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131 \u0131slakt\u0131. Yabanc\u0131 adam ise diz \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f, dikkatlice Elif\u2019in ayaklar\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131k\u0131yordu. Bir le\u011fende \u0131l\u0131k su vard\u0131. Sessizdi. Sayg\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131. Hareketleri dua gibiydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ne sapk\u0131nl\u0131k vard\u0131 ne korku. Sadece insanl\u0131k. Sessiz, derin bir \u015fefkat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zehra bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemedi. Sadece yere \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc. G\u00f6zlerinden ya\u015flar s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc. Uzun zamand\u0131r ilk defa, kalbi yumu\u015fad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Adam o gece sessizce k\u00f6y\u00fc terk etti. Bir daha kimse onu g\u00f6rmedi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130ki g\u00fcn sonra bir paket geldi. \u00dczerinde sadece \u201cElif\u201d yaz\u0131yordu. \u0130\u00e7inden yeni, elektrikli bir tekerlekli sandalye \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Yan\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, tahta bir y\u0131ld\u0131z vard\u0131. \u00dczerinde el yaz\u0131s\u0131yla:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cK\u0131r\u0131k de\u011filsin. I\u015f\u0131ks\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130mza yoktu. Adres yoktu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O g\u00fcnden sonra Elif de\u011fi\u015fti. \u00c7izimleri renklenmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. R\u00fcyalar\u0131n\u0131 yazmaya, ku\u015flar \u00e7izmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Bir g\u00fcn, annesine d\u00f6n\u00fcp dedi ki:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 Anne, ben \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m. O adam bana bunu \u00f6\u011fretti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ve Zehra, kim oldu\u011funu soranlara art\u0131k hep ayn\u0131 cevab\u0131 veriyordu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cMelek de\u011fildi belki. Ama bir insan\u0131n en saf haliydi.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"K\u00f6y, vadiler aras\u0131nda kaybolmu\u015f, sessizli\u011fe g\u00f6m\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f bir yerdi. G\u00fcn do\u011fumuyla uyan\u0131r, g\u00fcn bat\u0131m\u0131yla uykuya dalard\u0131. Haber b\u00fclteni yoktu ama dedikodu boldu. 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