{"id":51,"date":"2025-04-25T09:17:40","date_gmt":"2025-04-25T08:17:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/turq.dushrasskazi.ru\/?p=51"},"modified":"2025-04-25T09:17:40","modified_gmt":"2025-04-25T08:17:40","slug":"buyukannemin-olumunden-sonra-onun-eski-koltugunu-aldim-icinden-cikan-sey-hayatimi-sonsuza-dek-degistirdi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/turq.dushrasskazi.ru\/?p=51","title":{"rendered":"B\u00fcy\u00fckannemin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden sonra onun eski koltu\u011funu ald\u0131m. \u0130\u00e7inden \u00e7\u0131kan \u015fey hayat\u0131m\u0131 sonsuza dek de\u011fi\u015ftirdi\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Bazen hayat\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck s\u0131rlar\u0131 en s\u0131radan e\u015fyalar\u0131n i\u00e7inde sakl\u0131d\u0131r. Bir koltuk mesela\u2026 Eski, y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015f, modas\u0131 ge\u00e7mi\u015f bir koltuk. Ama bazen tam da o koltuk y\u0131llarca sessizce bekler; i\u00e7inde ge\u00e7mi\u015fin g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fc kalm\u0131\u015f bir par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131r. T\u0131pk\u0131 bu hik\u00e2yede oldu\u011fu gibi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pavel, b\u00fcy\u00fckannesinin vefat\u0131ndan sonra onun evinden yaln\u0131zca bir e\u015fya almak istemi\u015fti: \u00e7ocuklu\u011fundan beri hat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131, desenli kuma\u015f\u0131 solmu\u015f, ama hat\u0131ralarla dolu olan koltuk. Ne bir m\u00fccevher, ne antika. Sadece bir koltuk. Ama bu koltuk, i\u00e7inde saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir s\u0131rla onun hayat\u0131n\u0131 alt\u00fcst edecekti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hat\u0131ralarla dolu bir koltuk
Pavel, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ya\u015fta anne ve babas\u0131n\u0131 bir trafik kazas\u0131nda kaybetmi\u015fti. O g\u00fcnden sonra onu b\u00fcy\u00fcten ki\u015fi, b\u00fcy\u00fckannesi Mariya olmu\u015ftu. S\u0131cak, anlay\u0131\u015fl\u0131, sevgi dolu bir kad\u0131nd\u0131. Onunla birlikte b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc evde, koltuk her zaman ayn\u0131 k\u00f6\u015fede dururdu. Orada kitap okurlar, birlikte televizyon izler, bazen sadece susarak otururlard\u0131. O koltuk Pavel i\u00e7in sadece bir mobilya de\u011fil, bir s\u0131\u011f\u0131nakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mariya\u2019n\u0131n vefat\u0131ndan sonra Pavel, evden yaln\u0131zca o koltu\u011fu ald\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc onun i\u00e7inde, ge\u00e7mi\u015fin kokusu vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gizli bir mektup
Koltuk biraz y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Pavel, kuma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirmek ve i\u00e7 yap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 onarmak i\u00e7in onu s\u00f6kmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Kol dayamas\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6kerken sert bir cisim fark etti. Koltu\u011fun i\u00e7ine gizlenmi\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir zarf\u2026 \u00dczeri el yaz\u0131s\u0131yla yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

«Pavel i\u00e7in. Ben art\u0131k yokken a\u00e7.»<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ellerinde titreyen zarf\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131. \u0130\u00e7indeki mektubu okumaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, g\u00f6zlerine inanamad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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A\u00e7\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kan bir aile s\u0131rr\u0131
B\u00fcy\u00fckannesi mektubunda, Pavel\u2019in bildi\u011fi aile hik\u00e2yesinin do\u011fru olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yaz\u0131yordu. Me\u011fer Pavel, y\u0131llarca anne bildi\u011fi ki\u015finin \u00e7ocu\u011fu de\u011filmi\u015f. Onun ger\u00e7ek annesi, b\u00fcy\u00fckannesinin k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131ym\u0131\u015f \u2014 yani Pavel\u2019in «teyzesi».<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gen\u00e7 ya\u015fta hamile kalan k\u0131z, toplum bask\u0131s\u0131ndan ve aile utanc\u0131ndan korkarak bebe\u011fi annesine b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f. Mariya da kimseye bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemeden, onu kendi torunu olarak b\u00fcy\u00fctm\u00fc\u015f. Ailede herkes sessiz kalm\u0131\u015f, ger\u00e7ek asla konu\u015fulmam\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mektubun sonunda Pavel\u2019e bir adres b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131: biyolojik annesinin Fransa\u2019da ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 son yer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sessizlik ve y\u00fczle\u015fme
Pavel, mektubu okuduktan sonra g\u00fcnlerce sessiz kald\u0131. Hayat\u0131n\u0131n temeli sars\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ama i\u00e7inde bir \u00f6fke yoktu. Aksine, derin bir anlay\u0131\u015f ve minnettarl\u0131k hissediyordu. B\u00fcy\u00fckannesi ona sevgi dolu bir \u00e7ocukluk vermi\u015fti. Onu korumu\u015ftu. Ve en sonunda, ger\u00e7e\u011fi \u00f6\u011frenme hakk\u0131n\u0131 da ona b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bir hafta sonra, Pavel yazmaya karar verdi. K\u0131sa bir mektup. Sadece kendini tan\u0131tt\u0131 ve ne \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fini yazd\u0131. Cevap gelmeyebilir diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Ama en az\u0131ndan denemi\u015f olacakt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Beklenen cevap
Bir ay sonra, sade bir zarf geldi. \u00dczerinde Frans\u0131z pulu vard\u0131. \u0130\u00e7inde sadece bir c\u00fcmle yaz\u0131yordu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

«Hayat\u0131m boyunca bu mektubu bekledim. Beni affet. \u2014 Annen»<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Koltu\u011fun i\u00e7inden \u00e7\u0131kan ge\u00e7mi\u015f
Pavel i\u00e7in o koltuk art\u0131k sadece bir hat\u0131ra de\u011fil, bir kap\u0131yd\u0131. Ge\u00e7mi\u015fe, ger\u00e7e\u011fe ve yeni ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7lara a\u00e7\u0131lan bir kap\u0131. B\u00fcy\u00fckannesi ona son bir hediye b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131: kim oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frenme hakk\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bazen, en b\u00fcy\u00fck cevaplar en s\u0131radan yerlerde gizlidir. Ve en sade e\u015fyalar, en derin hik\u00e2yeleri ta\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Bazen hayat\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck s\u0131rlar\u0131 en s\u0131radan e\u015fyalar\u0131n i\u00e7inde sakl\u0131d\u0131r. Bir koltuk mesela\u2026 Eski, y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015f, modas\u0131 ge\u00e7mi\u015f bir koltuk. Ama bazen tam da \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":52,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,1,4,3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-51","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-home-page","category-uncategorised","category-photo","category-video"],"views":136,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/turq.dushrasskazi.ru\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/turq.dushrasskazi.ru\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/turq.dushrasskazi.ru\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/turq.dushrasskazi.ru\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/turq.dushrasskazi.ru\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=51"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/turq.dushrasskazi.ru\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":53,"href":"https:\/\/turq.dushrasskazi.ru\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51\/revisions\/53"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/turq.dushrasskazi.ru\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/52"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/turq.dushrasskazi.ru\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=51"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/turq.dushrasskazi.ru\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=51"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/turq.dushrasskazi.ru\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=51"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}